Petra5ed, I might be all wrong on this but it is possible that this feeling of being pathetic and obsessed with therapy is closely connected to your painful experience seeing your therapist out to dinner with an attractive woman? As in, that experience dashed all hope you might have carried that he might be interested in you the same way and therefore continuing with therapy is silly, useless and somehow wrong and results in you wanting/needing to quit.

I truly understand your feeling that need "someone real" to interact with in your life, and sitting in an office, talking about your life with someone who will never be what you want him to be in real life is almost too painful to bare. But learning how to live your life is exactly what your therapist is doing . . . If he's a skilled and engaged professional that is, and only you would know that. Hopefully, he's teaching you the skills to solidly and happily "BE IN" a close and intimate relationship, and you'll find someone with the qualities you desire in real life. It is painful to realize that the one person you admire, respect and who listens to you with his whole being and responds to you with compassion and empathy, doesn't feel the same way as you do in regard to an intimate partner-like relationship. I hope you don't allow this realization to ruin therapy. Please go back and talk about how you feel. You can move past this and find what you're seeking!