I guess I'm naive and assume everyone to be honest, or as honest as they feel they are comfortable to be at the moment on the forum.

I think I annoyed my T a little last time. I was complaining that my meds made me flat. And she reminded me that I said I was used to feeling flat before this recent major bout of depression kicked in. Like I was contradicting myself, or complaining about the meds working or something. But really it was different, the meds made me numb, not flat like normal and I didn't express this properly. Bringing it up next time.

Point is, in every day life, on this forum, and in therapy, sometimes my mood can make me sound like I'm contradicting myself. I know my mood at the moment alters my perception of things. I can't help it right now and I'm not always aware of it until after the fact sometimes.