I didn't know where to post this.
My workmates are against me and say Im sick even public.
People hate me. It's not my imagination. My schoolmates doesn't talk to me anymore. People all my life were against me and it's for real.
I don't see any reason to live.
Nothing can ever help me, I feel cursed. No one ever needed me, they would be happy if I died.
Don't say that therapy will help me. It can't change reality.
Even being with friends if friends exist doesn't help me. Even being with my boyfriend doesn't help me. Nothing helps me.
Why to live?