Hi. This past Monday, my ex-husband hung himself where I do volunteer work. We have two children together (b/18 and g/16) and now they blame me and they do not want to come live with me but, instead, want to live with their uncle from his side of the family. I cannot even begin to express the amount of guilt I feel right now. In my right head, I know that I am not to blame, but I cannot deal with the fact that he was in that much pain that he could do this - not to mention, that it obviously had SOMETHING to do with me. This whole thing is a nightmare!!!