Thanks for the feedback.

But, really, it's not a matter of getting to know him and etc. I do know him, I've known him for two years. Just not in person. The problem is, I'll only see him one more time, and then.. who knows when. The next time I see him will probably be late 2015 honestly. I know we can't have a real relationship. I just feel awful and guilty about being intimate with someone that I know I can't date, and etc. And for taking things too fast, once again. But guys aren't about being slow. I have to step in and be slow but I don't even know how anymore. I'm just confused and it's just wild that I even did that. It's so not me. But it happened and I can't take it back, obviously. It just... it helped me, but also made me remember all of my fears revolving relationships.

Do you guys think my therapist could help me with this?