My insomnia, plus anxiety are getting the worse of me lately.. I really need to be sleeping right now! Ugh.

It doesn't help that I got a call from my MIL saying she is afraid that BIL is maybe lapsing into a manic episode.. which, in his history because of drug use and not taking his meds leads into psychosis pretty quickly. Really hoping that isn't the case, as he hasn't been out of the hospital for more than two weeks at this point!