It can be a shock when you are first diagnosed. Along with that it can also be a big relief as you now can begin to understand what it is that you are dealing with, make adjustments and live a more stable life. I was hit with shock and relief when I was diagnosed last year. The new treatment has helped immensely as has my increased understanding of my illness and why i have been acting so crazy for twenty years.

I wish you all the best in your journey and hope the new treatment helps.