What a pain this bi-polar is.
Cycling from peace, hope and positivity to utter despair and hopelessness in a matter of minutes is painful and disruptive to say the least.

I just got off the hotline. I spent 53 minutes talking myself back up to peace and serenity.
The complete hopelessness came upon me like a tsunami tonight.
Looking back to earlier today I can see signs that I was at risk for this mood shift.
I needed to consciously put things in a positive perspective a few times today. Normally my positive perspective flows naturally.
Anyways! I just got off the line and I am back climbing this mountain called life.
I have glimpses of Glory and it ain't too shabby!
What a Blast!
Thanks for reading my story and may you all do whatever it takes to find peace in this life tonight