Hello Couch. Just wanted to say "hi" - I am feeling really, really low and weird at the moment. I think it best if I take a bit of time out - I'm sorry. I hate the way I feel at the moment. I just believe that no-body likes me or wants me around. Here and IRL. I know I am being over sensitive but I just cant help these horrible feelings. I don't want to feel this way. I think I would feel better if my H would apologize to me for all the horrible things he has said but he won't. I reached out to friends IRL over the weekend but didn't get a response and now have just heard they are all busy & can't see me this week. It just confirms I really am a waste of space (as my H tells me daily).
I'm sorry. I don't want to feel like this. I know I frustrate everyone.