I think I'm realizing I have an attachment disorder - disorganized attachment. I go back and forth between wanting to be close to my T. and wanting to stop it. My mom was very unpredictable in response to me and my emotions if I ever showed any.

Does this type of disorder only affect close family members you would normally attach to or does it affect other relationships as well? I haven't read anything about it and do plan to ask my T. today. Although, right now she's more into me feeling emotions than learning the concepts.