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Sounds like you are working very hard at it and plus have a lot of good things in your life.
Finding meaning, purpose and fulfillment in life I think is difficult for everyone. I wouldn't be to hard on yourself. You are taking steps to change, what more can we do.
I would have marched with the scientist too and probably not said a word. Maybe there are clubs or activist groups or something similar you can join. Even an online group. Online can be easier to communicate but is still human interaction.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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