No, I know you have no memories. My point was kind of that bringing it up decompresses the strain of worrying either way, even when you aren't certain 100% either way if something did happen, or not. It gets the idea out there, into the space, and ime I found that less stressful than carrying it like a ball of lead in my chest wondering if I was being ridiculous or else was I trying to minimize my uneasy instincts - the leaping between those two was crazy making.