This sounds pretty accurate to me. I get weird dreams about my T too and I'm too embarrassed to ever share them with her. But if I remember correctly they involve her adopting me and us snuggling on the couch watching TV or going shopping - basically doing mum-daughter stuff. I think I have attachment issues and was never close to my own mother, so that's possibly why. A lot of therapy patients start out distant from their Ts and as time goes on become progressively closer, often ending up seeking a closer/personal relationship that is of course impossible. We then feel guilty, ashamed and like we're creepy stalkers intruding upon our Ts' lives especially when they always respond so professionally.