Everybody there is trying to help, but I just feel contradicted. I have been struggling for 9 years, I don't wallow, I do what I have to to get through. I'm struggling with BPD and everything that goes with it. Delusions, hallucinations and mood swings. Social anxiety and increased sensitivity in my ears.

Today I completely broke down today and only lasted 30minutes in a lecture and had to walk out. Then I got on the train to go to my disability meeting and vommited 3 times. Had to see the mental health nurse, I feel like it's easier for someone to say that you can handle everything. When they don't have the experience with it first hand :/