Made it through my first ECT treatment this morning! If it weren't for my husband convincing me, I never would have left this house and would have bailed once I got to the hospital. I had so much anxiety I didn't sleep a wink last night, not for one second. Going back to bed now to rest. Feeling kind of tired and headachy. I know Friday's appointment won't be anywhere near as much anxiety-provoking. Just glad I forced myself to do it.