Is the secretly falling in love bit indicating a confusion about intimacy? That to be so close to someone must be falling in love?
If I start panicking in my sleep, sometimes t appears and says things like 'take it slowly' or 'can you feel your bum on the chair?' Like in session. Then I usually wake up in flown blown panic!
I did have a dream that I had to go down to a dungeon to see Caitlin Stark from game of thrones. When I went down the steps, it was t, with her throat cut though she seemed fine with it . She said 'can you feel your heart rate going up?' Woke up with panic attack!