Yes, I had totally forgotten about the length! I guess I'm still at #2.
The thing is, given that I don't complain very much even if it hurts real bad my therapist probably thinks it's not something very serious. Probably that's why I'm not labeled yet. I just can't open up, I'd be disgusted by myself. Nevertheless, psychotherapy is still redundant. I could use the money spent every week for therapy to buy some nice clothes or better - some vinyls.