She kicked you out of the last session because you couldnt say it. You wanted her to say it. Now you said it here. Next step is to say it in session. Its important that you say it. She cant say it for you. She is the piano teacher, you are the student. She can play the piece but it wouldnt count. You have to play it.

Now when you play the musical piece, who needs her anymore? The mother surviving the daughter not needing her is scary. Some mothers dont handle it well, which makes it even harder for the daughter to separate. Im sorry if im being vague.