Hi Shaines, I tend to agree with a previous posting that a therapist may be a good idea. I think he or she could help you work through many of your thoughts and feelings.
It is sad but it seems like you rely on others for your happiness. You are the only one that make yourself happy.
Please try to get active with other people. Maybe take an art class or dance class something that interests you, so you can get out of the house, stay busy and meet people!
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People are like stained glass windows They sparkle and shine in the sun but when
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