I just feel so worthless. I am seriously considering dropping out of college and going on with my life without an education. I now have failed two exams for a class that I must pass to become a nurse. My parents are both encouraging me to drop the class. I dont know why this one class is making me so upset. I might just not be able to take this the right way. I have never had to deal with this kidn of thing. I have been a straight A student since I started school. I was in college level courses in highschool where I had an A. Now in college I knew that it would be harder, but I didnt imagine going from the top academically to rock bottom would be this hard on me. I just feel like a failure. I am the only child in my family of four going to go to college and I am a first generation college kid. That is a ton of pressure on an 18 year old that has not only depression but newly diagnosed with an anxiety disorder. I have no one to go to for help because everytime I try to get help (academically) I end up chickening out because my anxiety gets so bad. I just feel like everyone was so proud of me and now I will become a disappointment because I feel comepletely in over my head with this whole college thing. I am in over my head.