Thread: Upsetting LCM
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Old Sep 22, 2014, 09:51 PM
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Originally Posted by StressedMess View Post
The down time is super important but my T keeps telling me to take time for myself, to be selfish with that time, and use it to do something caring for myself.

I asked her how much more selfish I could be with my time? I came home from work, got straight into my bed, and never got out of it again until the next morning.

She asked me how much of that time I spent loving myself?

I had to think hard before responding I never have and never will love myself.

Schedule your down time as non-alcoholic and do something pampering for yourself. Not something self-destructive.

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I don't know how or what that even means. Someone tells me to "love myself" and all I can think about is masturbate or take a hot bath or both. I unfortunately don't have access to a bathtub.

I don't know what loving myself even means. It just sounds weird to me. Love myself but I am myself?