Why the hell I actually thought I'd be given the right day and time to make it to a therapy appointment to start some PTSD therapy, or at least be assessed for if the therapist thought it would help....and i actually thought it would go smoothly and I'd go to it and then be able to decide from there about continuing or not...I should have known something would come up to screw with it such as being told to show up on the wrong day and thus missing the appointment due to some mix up on the part of the mental health center...now not even sure I want to bother rescheduling, what's the bloody point so i can run into more hassle with it? It was like a big kick while I'm down and I am supposed to just be calm about it and rescedule, well missed that boat I got up the stupid motivation and guts to make the effort to initially schedule it and show up in the first place and it was really hard they should have did a better job, not sure I have it in me to brush it off and do it again.