I think seeing another T will only complicate matters more. For one, it's like starting therapy from the beginning. Two, why do you think you will be able to clarify your feelings for current T with a new T when you are struggling to do so with current T and on here? Three, like others have said, part of therapy is working through uncomfortableness and pain.

The feelings, which can't be defined atm, are there. There is no magic wand to take it away. Maybe it's time to accept that feelings exist, but start working on other issues. Maybe by processing other things with your T, you will be able to define your feelings better?