Yes i also feel an emptiness deep inside of me i think about it sometimes, i don't know what caused it and i don't know how to fill it i just know that it is there deep inside of me.

Maybe it is there because i wanted to find someone who could be there for me, someone i could trust, someone who i could share all that i actually feel what i actually am and would accept me as i am, but i don't know that even if i ever find that someone the emptiness would be filled, maybe it will stay with me as long as i live, i just don't know.