What are you studying in college?
Yes, very hard to cut ties, even over distance. In my experience it does happen, but it takes time.
Have you got a plan to make new friends? Will you be able to move again for further studies?
I don't mean to offend by calling you a child. I had a baby when I was twenty. So everyone treated me like an adult. But I wasn't grown up, I was a messed up, scared child, and now I'm a bit stuck there!