she sent me back the e-mail I sent with her response .I know I sent her one but I didn't remember what I said .is this horrible

I had kittens and different beds I know I can be doing this and I am so sorry but it just seemed important and I cant get it out of my head at all . you never have to see me again for this but im so damn tired and maybe just you knowing will let me breathe tonight and sleep .im sorry