I guess I will have to talk to her. I wish she would have known enough not to "put me there" at the end of a session. I don't watch the clock, as I don't want to be rude. She keeps an eye on where we are. She's been a psychologist here for over 20 years. I really have felt all along I have a true GEM of a T, but lately I feel self conscious that she's been yawning in my sessions (we are ALL HUMAN, I understand that), and that she HAS to have her phone with her. It's muted, but I will see it light up with a message, and she's casually trying to look over at it and read what she says. She makes $300 for of me every week ($150 per session). I would think I could have her full attention.

I fear she's boring of me. But I also fear that now that wall is going to go back up. I JUST got to the point of opening up and letting the tears out (which is what she hoped)....and now, I want to clam up and not let them out again, so I don't leave in that state anymore. I'm upset by it.