You know, LC is going to end up getting herself into a lot of trouble - she isn't a licensed therapist but you've said she's trying to get licensed.

Therapists and pdocs are required to keep confidentiality except when the client is at risk of hurting themselves or others. You are continously hurting yourself and putting yourself into situations where you know you are more likely to do so.

LC is liable for you (not sure if that's the right word) and she will have to refer you inpatient eventually - she could get herself into a lot of trouble for not doing so when you end up going too far.