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Originally Posted by jndelgado09
I have a friend who says it sounds like rape. I don't want to think that one of my best friends raped me. And I feel like it's all my fault. I should have never dranked that much. I put myself in the situation. I'm so ashamed of myself and embarrassed.
He kept texting me the next day to find out if I remembered what happened by the pool. I told him no. He just said ok nevermind.
I feel so betrayed and hurt and ashamed. And I'm all alone...
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You're definitely not all alone. I'm really new here, but so far this forum looks like a great bunch of people (in various states of broken-ness, as we all are). Honestly, I came to this site last night for the first time looking for some guidance. I saw this post, and that it was unanswered, and nearly panicked because I couldn't get approved to post fast enough.
As the previous responder said, this was not your fault, and occurred without your consent. I'd like to hope that your 'friend' was out of control himself, but that doesn't excuse anything. Real friends don't take advantage of situations like that.
Like I said, I here am new. So, since I'm moderated (and honestly that's a great idea for a forum like this, even if its a bit frustrating) any responses will be slow, but I'm listening. And others are, too.