Thanks for your reply. I will use paragraphs, no offense taken.

I have anxiety so I am probably worrying for nothing. If he says he's not pushing me away then I believe him. I totally trust him and feel safe with him.

I saw my family doc today and she told me to talk to him about it. She said it sounds like he cares about you. He will keep you on until you feel you can move on.

As for the relationships my doc said that he is trying to get you to build bridges so when the time comes I can rely on other people.