I was so emotional this morning and last night. As the day progresses, I can feel my wall going up. By the time I get back in her office, it will be high and it will once again be hard to talk about my feelings/ needs. I may suggest if I can do one back to back session to see if I can be more emotional IN my session instead of afterwards. My H and I see her tomorrow night for our first marriage counselling. Who knows, I may end up crying then for the first time in front of her. This is the hardest and most frustrating thing I've been through!