Horrific. I had a stretch of five days when I did not sleep. I lost 40 pounds because I did nothing but drink tea for weeks. I thought Satan controlled me (still do). I heard voices, had tactile and olfactory hallucinations (still do), and was extremely paranoid (still am).

Everything I take in has an esoteric/multiple meaning(s). It is exhausting wading through the input. I'm an constantly anxious and go nuts trying to deal with intrusive thoughts, which the devil constantly comments on negatively. And I cry all the time because I'm besieged.

I. Am. Exhausted.