Well it is 3am and I have ECT starting in just over 2 hours. I slept from 10 - 2am and am now wide awake, even after all the meds I took to calm me down. Thanks for all the replies! I had thought the ECT had brought me out of deep depression after the first 2 treatments as I then went hypomanic but now I seem to be slipping back into depression, and insomnia. I suppose 4 hours sleep is not too bad. I just hope I am not slipping back into dysphoric mania as that is awful. I want my hypomania back!
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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