I read about "when do you go to the mental hospital" and new treatments and sui methods and this forum and all that sort of crap. And you people are pretty darn nice and some of you are very knowledgeable. I read many many messages and don't write many. I'm always hoping it will help to read those messages, but it really doesn't. It really amazes me when folks talk about "oh they had a bad day at work." Oh my gosh, you go to work? That sounds like such a good thing. I couldn't be in charge of sweeping the kitchen floor each day. Shower is a major accomplishment. Clean socks. A load of laundry that doesn't stay in the washer or dryer for a week.