Wow I feel so much better knowing I'm not alone with the way I feel about my therapist! I had a session today and she is leaving the 4th for a weeks vacation and as I was getting ready to leave she was going to hug me and I pulled away. (I was thinking, uh not in this life time!)

But yet part of me did want to hug her, I just don't know how to let myself be hugged.

She told me she would check in on me right before she left and once she returned home. I saw a new psychiatrist today and she is fit to be tied that a cat scan or MRI wasn't done 6 months ago to find out if the amnesia was physical or mental. My primary care doctor automatically assumed it was mental, why I have no clue!

So now, I have to go through all these tests. That has added to my anxieties and that is one reason why my therapist is staying in touch.
She's concerned that if I have no contact with her for 2 weeks that we will lose what little trust we've built.

Bree