the way I look at it, sometimes you have to choose peace of mind over fighting it because you just aren't at that point of healthy yet. sure you could struggle and struggle to fight those demons and be miserable or you could quit and find something that is easier on your mental health. I worked very hard to get into grad school last year. it was a struggle with the interview and all but I was very happy and everybody was proud of me when I got in. I was doing very well but my anxiety was horrible, just horrible. I was miserable. grad school was going to take 5 years. I was constantly worrying how I was going to make it 5 years feeling that way. so I dropped out.i just couldn't bring myself to face that even though I thought I may be able to get better in therapy. I couldn't even stand it another sememster. so I support your choice. you have to do what works for you now. take care.