Wow, I'm actually kind of surprised by the responses here. I thought more people would say that their T WOULD call back. It is so difficult for me to reach out and ask for help. I wish he would meet me part way.

Anyway, I called his work number this morning and asked him to call me back. He still hadn't called by this afternoon, so I called his cell phone and left a message, asking him to call me back. Still no call, as of mid-afternoon. I'm trying to remind myself that this is probably not a sign that he doesn't care, but rather that he just hasn't got the message yet or hasn't been able to call.

It's just so hard because I have so many emotions that I'm trying to process in a healthy way, instead of shutting down or being destructive. I've come to depend on T for help with this since it is still so new for me, so it is scary that he is unavailable.