Tired and anxious with the return to work looming closer and closer. I have to try this, if I don't then I've given up as it will be hard to get another job once I'm over 50, but over 50 and with mental health issues then no chance. I just hope I don't end up being fired or put on a disciplinary which have both happened before when I've gone back to work after a long absence for depression. Luckily, the anti discrimination laws are better now, but they are just laws and they get broken.