I remember on one site years ago I let everyone knows I was medicating myself with prescription meds. The moderator ended up with allot of complaints. So she started being critical of me in open forum. She was trying to push my buttons. It worked. So I was banned permanently without any warnings. A gesture of understanding and support, eh? I have never got over that. This forum here is quite a find for me. Here are many empathetic and supportive people, even when I do something stupid.