I can see where you are coming from, in a way.
I have wanted to lose weight ever since I can remember and yet it is very hard to accomplish (I lost about 30lbs, but gained most of back because I slacked and possibly because I started taking anti depressants)

Anyways, yeah you would think something that you want should be simple. So many other people can do it so why can I.

But small things can add up and in a way I wish I had nothing to do all day, work is pretty draining and then to stress if I am going to gwt my *** moving or just make my way to bed when I get home. Lol
Good luck!!!