Thank you Sister. You know I do not think that people talk about weight as a self harm thing but I am just playing with this. I have never explored this element of it in therapy.

I am glad you have shared with your T. It shows your connection and trust and your wishing to connect. Yes, it will come back up I am sure. Your T may feel that you would report new SI efforts???

Thanks for sharing your thoughts here.

My pdoc once offered me free copays if I would lose a certain number of pounds and I ended up declining. I hated being put to a standard or test on that ... demands... more stress.