Hi ErinBear,

don't usually come to this particular forum as I feel a bit of a failure at therapy...... my very first therapist moved thousands of miles away after I'd just begun to open up a bit to her, and then I've quit the other two I've had.

I wanted to say how very sorry I am for things not working right for you in your therapy. You are so sweet and truly deserve a kind, compassionate and understanding therapist.

This therapist you had sounds a bit like the one I just left behind..... he didn't want me to talk about "feelings" but to concentrate on my thinking. And knew what buttons to push and pushed them to the point where I never felt like being there was ever safe.

I hope you can work through this and not feel so low. My heart is with you.

mandy