I know that's not a good enough reason in the long-run, and I really need to work on my self-esteem. But if it helps me get through difficult times until I get better, why not use it? I've done this so many times in the past, and it has kept me alive in my darkest times...

Jordy is his old self, in a really great shape for a 21 year-old enjoying his retirement. Periple is lame again.... He's only been sound for a couple weeks this whole year, and he's only 11. I hate that there's basically nothing I can do to help him... on saturday I will try to lounge him to see whether it's his shoulder or his foot and will try cold therapy on whatever part is hurting him at the moment.