Hi there! I'm (sort of, it's complicated, but not super relevant here) a girl, and really gay. It sounds like you're dealing with a lot of confusing stuff right now. I don't have a ton of time right now to write a long reply but a couple of things:

- digit ratio is completely, totally bunk. It's bad science that's been disproven and means nothing.

- there are more possibilities than "completely straight" or "completely gay". You can be into both guys and girls! You could be, for instance, into girls more often than guys but that still means there are guys you *are* interested in.

- Ask yourself if you want keep your relationship with your boyfriend. if you do? then no worries, all is good. If you don't, that's a bad sign whether or not you're a lesbian.

- It can definitely be scary and hard to deal with things all at once. Unless you want to, you don't have to! If you want to try dating a girl, by all means go on ahead, but don't force yourself into situations you're not comfortable with. Do you have any friends offline you can talk with about maybe being into girls ? It's useful sometimes to have someone in person to bounce thoughts off of.

- If you can imagine yourself falling in love with a woman, you're probably not straight. But like I said, there are lots of places in between! Admitting you're interested in girls doesn't mean you have to sign a contract in blood to never speak to a man again. It means that you're opening yourself up to new possibilities - what you do with that is up to you.

- And if you do come to decide or realize you're gay, it's not the end of the world, I promise. Gay people live happy lives and can have families and children too, if that's what you want.

Good luck figuring things out!