Well here's the thing. I've noticed that I swing mostly in "bad mood". But when my state of mind in somehow "normal", I just feel there is no (I call it) life energy in me.

Before I was full of energy, ideas, wishes. Now it's like...blah...don't care about it. Easy said-I am very calm. I was happy of small things before, now not even big things can't make me feel anything. I am not like totally flat of emotions, don't get me wrong....but where did my old self go?

I also miss my determination.

Are the med's doing this to me, I just can't seem to get out of this weird feeling of....emptyness?

love you all

(current meds Lamictal 100mg, Abilify 5mg)