hanks guys for your replies hug**

yewah i to thought it was depression, but i am not sure about that. cus i know how it feels to be depressed and this is just not the feeling i am experiencing. well i have pdoc appointment in less than a week and i'm gonna tell this to her. it's annoying and i would agree with you Hooligan that it might be cus of meds.

when i was taking just lamictal it made me feel sooo flat but abilify gave some of the energy back to me but not nearly enough (plus is it still normal to say i have swings if i only swing down and never up into hypomania)?

but blitter i thank you for your good wishes, i hope to feel normal again soon