I feel like such a failure. At work, at home.... I know I'm smart enough to do my job. I know I'm capable of keeping house.... But I feel like I walk around in a 'haze'. I know what I need to do but I never know where to start.
I'm paranoid... Constantly worried that I've forgotten something. Sometimes it keeps me up at night.
I'm ashamed of myself. Being a professional and in a position of leadership, I'm not living up to the basic things my peers can accomplish.
I've been called disorganized, scatter-brained and I'm sure people think I'm a mess.
I find myself trying to read something and I can't even force myself to concentrate.
I'm finding myself falling behind at work. Constantly disappointing people. I think people must think I'm lazy or inconsiderate. But really, I just 'space' things out!
This is affecting me badly. I'm 29 and I think I may have ADD. Is there any hope for me?
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