Thanks again kaliope. I know that he did me a favor, I don't know that I would have had the courage to walk away. He was like a security blanket, if I needed anything, he bought it or gave me money when I needed it. I work full time but live paycheck to paycheck. I miss being around him as well. I missed him so much even when I was at work. It's hard to know that he's surely going on with his life without even feeling any regret or sadness. I wish I didn't care so much. I'm just hurt. Ugh. I know it will get easier every day and I cannot wait until I'm over this. I just hope that if he comes back again I have the courage to say no more.