Secret, I only did some SI once a few sessions ago. I haven't had the courage to say anything about it. If it happens again, then I might.

I do have two little scars now on my forearm. I'm not happy about that at all. I have analyzed this and I did this right before a session when I was feeling like he was pulling away from me.

Okay, here is more disclosure. Yikes! I guess, if I take this thought outside of the session, I often wish that I would be in the hospital for some reason and my dad comes to visit me, so does my T, my husband and son. In my fantasy, they don't leave, we talk and I really feel they care for me, all of them...then I'm truly happy.