That is interesting, is there any particular reason you can figure out about why you are so attached to the sport and specific team? But yeah certainly sounds like a kind of unhealthy obsession, which makes your life harder...do you have a therapist or anyone to address this with, maybe they could help with it. I don't really have any advice since I don't really even so much as care about any sport really, might watch a football game with people or whatever if I am with a group and they want to watch it but not interested enough to follow it myself.